I wonder if you all remember me or if anyone's missed me...I have not been on because I had many things happen.My uncle who was very close to me passed away at the age of 49 due to his heart failure and other complications. This drove me under for a wile just now finally coming out of the depression from it. Been hallucinating more than usual I'm on stronger meds now so they make me feel and act stupid it's pretty embarrassing some days I don't want to take them but I know I have to. Still working work is ok but sometimes I don't know people are talking to me because I am so used to hearing voices I tend to drown background noises out and I have gotten in trouble a few times for not hearing what they said to me, customers or fellow employees and It makes me want to cry sometimes when it happens because it's not my fault and it makes other people mad at me..... just wanted to check in to let you all know I am still alive.