im in a similar situation with zyprexa...
i have side effects from the zyprexa and continue to tell them i dont want to take it anymore but they are just like take it anyway
im standing my ground though and have a history of "non-compliance" if i dont feel right

i quit the lithium cold turkey, at a low-medium dose... i dont reccomend that at all

your pdoc should listen to you more, and if they dont... "non-compliance" is our last resort

stay safe, keep fighting to get off the meds you dont want... no one should be trapped into taking meds they dont want...