I took seroquel xr I. The past and it pulled me out of a horrible depression in like three days. It was great. But it was so sedating that I was falling asleep while driving to work, even though I took it the night before. I didn't fully wake up until noon and by then half the school day is gone. I had to stop it. But maybe if I tried the regular seroquel the sedating effects wouldn't be so pronounced.

I see my pdoc on June 5th. That's ten days away. Right now in this condition I can't fathom making it through tomorrow, much less ten days. But she rarely has emergency appointments available and for all I know I could wake up tomorrow and be fine. That's what happened last week - moderate depression on Thursday and the mild euphoria on Friday. But now I have admitted to myself that this is severe. The suicidal thoughts have come waltzing in. Just thoughts, no plan to do anything but still. It sucks to have " I wish I would just die" be stuck in your head.

I spent a lot of time in the bathroom today, hiding from everyone and their demands. I can't believe there are two days left in the school week. I don't know how I'll make it.

Ugh I'll stop complaining now. I know no one wants to hear about it.