I went to see a play with my cousin. During intermission I got up and wondered into the room next door which turned into a huge shop where a guy in black was following me. I ran though the honey section then the bread section into a Castile where the guy in black turned into a black knight on a black horse chasing me up stone stairs.. Then I pretended to duck into a circular stone stair way going down, he followed and fell into the dungeon. I continued up to the top and stepped into a very long hall. There was a huge set of very white double doors at the end of the hall that lead into an all white room. The room was so beautiful. There was a huge canopy bed in the center with the most gorgeous man in the center of the bed. As I got closer he started turning black and peeled open to reveal the most disgusting being at the same time the room turned dark with blood running down the walls I was caught, enthralled full of wonder and full of fear but I couldn't get out...I was like a fly on a spider web.
It's a dream I've never been able to forget. The message to me was no matter how good something looks on the outside, no matter how nice someone appears to be, it can be deceiving.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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