Some really interesting insights here.
I've been "euphoric" a few times. I feel invincible. I can feel the blood moving around my forearms. Everything seems right and meant to be. I've had this for 7 days at longest and I didn't eat or sleep. The shortest has been a few hours. It's the most natural, clean, experience.......very, very moorish.
My mania comes out in different ways. I'm pretty grandiose, I don't sleep for days and all rational thinking goes out of the window. I'm very promiscuous, I drink and go out much, much more than I would do normally, my spending is pretty free and easy and I can also be very agitated/aggressive/violent. Work is a breeze and I often take on more than I can physically achieve.
I've only ever been psychotic once, and that involved cameras, higher beings and messages.......all very bizarre really.
The psychotic episode resulted with me in hospital for a few days.
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