I have a problem with using alcohol and marijuana when i am hypomanic. I have not been honest with my therapist, because I haven't told her about it. I really want to tell her, but I am scared she will send me to the state hospital. I really do need help with this though, and I am thinking about telling her during my appointment in a week or so. Can anyone give my some advice. I feel really bad about lying to her. She can't help me if I don't tell her the truth. Oh, also, I never use anything when I'm depressed. When I get depressed I usually feel bad about things I did when hypomanic.