I know that almost every other teen feels this, but its still true. I can't keep a relationship due to trust issues. I have no friends because i don't like going places or doing things. And no one(not even my family) wants to be around me. And the only thing I do all day is train train train. I'm a gymnastics bot basically. All I do every single day is do flips on a mat back and forth. I feel like Augustus Waters, who continually threw existentially fraught free throws. He never believed that basketball would get him anywhere, and i feel like life will never get me anywhere. Just because I am depressed people think i am pitiful