So recently I realized that my mania induced by consuming either alcohol or caffeine hurt some people that were very close to me. It destroyed a few relationships and caused me considerable emotional pain as a result. I have had a drop of either for a week and I was considering going to an AA meeting once a week. Not because I am an alcoholic mind you, but because my choice to imbibe in certain chemical compounds caused me to behave in a way that hurt people I care about. I really DO NOT have a desire to drink ever again, and should not do so on my meds anyways. I guess I'm just looking for feedback on whether or not people think this is a good idea or not? I find myself on the fence about it and while these forums are a good outlet for my Bipolar there aren't any Bipolar specific support groups in my area.