It seems like you are saying you feel like the swinging is not a good idea because you have Bipolar disorder. This seems to make perfect sense. There are a whole lot of things we could do that we should not because we have Bipolar disorder. Like stay up all not partying, do drugs, fly to different time zones etc. Obviously we can do those things they just come with a risk of triggering episodes and of being a dangerous place when in an episode. This swinging thing seems like playing with fire for a hyper sexual Bipolar girl. I wonder if your husband thought about that part. It just seems like you are putting yourself into an environment that is going to cause problems for you. I know it would me.

Can you just tell your husband all of this?