Another day, and if its possible I have woken up worse. Pdoc today. I dont know if she will lock me up, I know I will put up a fight if she tries to... bad timing we have a long weekend coming up so if I get sectioned I will be there over the weekend. Im terrified to go to the appointment cos she will just know how bad I am when she sees me, a mess of hair and tears, Im not even bothering to get dressed today. Just going in what was closest to the bed on the floor. Im not functioning, I have a plan, date set time etc. I dont know if I tell her... This plan can be carried out in hospital so that wont make a difference. I am so so scared and sick and just feel awful.