I feel myself falling back, back, back and I don't want to be there. I am getting back the feelings that scare me to death....Does it ever go away permanently? Do we just learn to deal with it?

I am so good at helping others feel better, but yet I don't take my own words and use them on me! Why? Do I think that I am SuperWoman? I need to be strong all the time? Never have set backs? Never never never???

I want to feel NORMAL again, if there is such a thing! Is there??