Success , my weekend experiment paid off in spades,, saw pdoc today told him about it and he was ok with it,,.gave me buspar for daily use and doxepin to stay asleep... refilled my xanex and lamictal,, did not question me about the lack of needing geodon refill (stopped months ago),,, everything I wanted...he was civil and polite .... and all it took was having a grad student observing ....lucky me.....yes virginia I am happy... Ty to all who travelled the weekend path with me....