I've been with him for two years, I can honestly say he loves me, as I do him, but then again, we are at two different stages in life ( don't worry I'm of age.) any way, I can't even call him a boy friend, he's so shy.. I don't want to get led on, I've tried to talk to him about it which was unsuccessful, but I feel like I've invested so much time and effort into this, that I look like a fool... I was so commuted to him that I even lost my virginty to him, and the sex was so... not wanting to get into detail, but I thought sex was suppose to feel so much better. another thing, I know he isn't cheating, but I can't help but think, "why does he like me?" I'm just starting college, he's so much farther ahead of me ( he's a prodigy at like math, ect. and his parents put him through advanced placement and boreding schools.) he has a pHD, 2 actually, his parents come from wealth, family come from wealth... mine? not so much... not even close. don't get me wrong, I know he likes me, he talks about long term stuff, but he doesn't even ask how my day has been, little things like that... maybe I'm just being used, but he's my first love, he took me... i really hope I'm wrong about it... I really do... any advice out there?