I'm really sorry to hear this seacrets I feel for you, honestly I do.
You're in a difficult situation, and it's such a pity that you didn't get your diagnosis sooner.
I really can't blame you, all factors considered, for saying
Bipolar feels like a death sentence right now.
I think it's so apt that you used the word "now".
Because situations can and do change. Sometimes when we least expect it.
You're doing everything within your means that you can possibly do right now to rectify this and I'm sorry that your partner is still that upset that it's currently making any kind of reconcilliation possible, at this present time.
I wish for you that whatever transpires of this whole situation, it will be the one that serves in your best interests in the long run.
Thinking of you