Depends on whether you were trying to illict symphaphy from your sucide attempt? If thats the case, abeit unconsiously, then your pdoc playing into that wouldnt be helping you. Sometimes what we think we think we want from another isn't always what we need?

I think his statement that his not mad, but surprised is quite adeqoute. Its up to you whether you "Kick him to the curb" but that doesn't sound very human-ness either. I;d suggest being really honest with yourself and with the pdoc.

Good luck.