Neurotic 2 the bone- that makes complete sense. Thank you for being so helpful and your right that I also see myself as how I use to be when I was younger.

Seeker1950- I am glad to know other people feel like this too. I always thought that I was the only one who feels this why and because of that reason I have always been to afraid too tell anyone.

Avlady-I'm sorry that your son sees beer as the only relief. Maybe you can try to talk to him and make him realized that it won't do any good if he always turns to that.