Hi FindPeace,

I first want to say that I know the depression you are feeling. My heart goes out to you (((FindPeace)))

Please call your pysch again right away. If you know her emergency number or pager call that. Anything to bypass the receptionist. Sometimes if you call after hours you can get those numbers from the voicemail. Don't stop trying. If you can't get a response today you may want to call your local crisis line to see if they can refer you to a hospital ED that has good mental health care.

I know that depression (for me) is like a giant wall I can't see over and I know the answer is on the other side. You won't be able to see anything until you get some relief for the depression.

Hang in there and PM me if you want.