yes i agree with all the members who say that you shoudln`t let this situation stay the same.

you don`t want to suffer in a merruge..
and this stressiis a clear signal form you body that you shouldn`t do it.
i odn`t say for sure shouldn`t marry to him ,but right now if you feel not confident in you feelings, and t` IMPORTATN

you should have the courage to SPEAK UP!
IT`S YOUR LIFE matters much more that the embarrasment ....