Big hugs Supa
Do whatever you can to stay alive. I know it feels desperate and dark right now but it will pass. Your life is worth living. Don't give up! Please call someone if you are about to act on your thoughts. Whatever it takes to stay safe, do that. Be kind to yourself right now. Just getting through each hour is a victory worth celebrating. Hang in there.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead