That doesnt really make sense to me. Complete manipulation. Good thing I'm seeing my psychologist this morning.

I warned them. I * warned them not to just do **** like that or ill be pissed and go out of control. But they convinced me that it's ok.

But I had enough. I'm stopping them all. Idgaf anymore. I'm not sick.

This morning I took 40mg Prozac instead of 80mg. If there's no ventricular fibrillations, it's gone. I have like 800 pills ffs I don't know what to do. I don't want to take the damn shot anymore. I can't even chat a small conversation with people because I'm so chemically altered.

Next shot is on Teusday. I hate knowing that so many people care about me but I think that they're all out to get me.

I MIGHT consider treatment if the shot does something.

I AM NOT WAITING AND WASTING MORE YEARS WITH THIS PLAY WHERE ALL MY MEDS NEED TO BE CHANGED.