update on me since i havent in awhile.
voices are mainly gone. paranoia is mainly gone. im only having anxiety from daily stressors. my anger is a bit out of whack but i think its from daily stressors. overall im doing pretty good so thats why i dont have much to say about myself. depression is not here.

everyonce and awhile ill get paranoia and voices flariing up when stress flares up and it can get bad but not how it was.

my only real concern is cognitive dysfunction. i think thats from the meds. i cant think straight and have a hard time understand people and thinking correctly and processing things. etc. its gone downhill quite a bit. i wish this wasnt so. but overall i might be on the road to recovery. to some extent anyway. but cognitive dysfunction is not entirelt recovery to me. but...i need to do school and its getting in the way of me doing it.