My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2001. Then lung cancer in 2003. She was given a year to live, but survived until 2011. It was a long, courageous battle, radiation, various chemos. I was fortunate that she lived those 10 years. But it forever changed my life, my view of the world, everything. She was my best friend, and I went with her to nearly every treatment. I am glad she is not suffering, but it is still horrible, everyday ( not gonna sugarcoat it). I also had an Aunt pass away rather suddenly, 6 weeks before my mom died. And then last year my other remaining aunt died. So in a way I have lost all mother-ly figures in the span of 4 years in my life. My dad hasn't been exactly healthy, either. I am an only child, and it's tough. I've tried to act "okay" for many years, and only recently started being more honest with myself and getting counseling. I am currently out of work due to my anxiety, but I'm working on it.
Sorry to also write a book, but sometimes it is helpful (at least for me) to realize others are going through similar things and you are not alone. If you ever want/need to talk, please feel free to message me. I don't have any answers, but I do have an understanding ear!