Medications

PM
Depakote 500 E
Depakote 500 E
Benztrophine MES
Perphenazine 16

AM
Benztrophine MES
Bupropion HCL XL
Escitalopram 10
Escitalopram 20
Escitalopram 20
Vyvanse 60mg

All I can really say is that I don't want to have serious side effects. I understand every medicine has side effects. it's just that I don't want to have permanent side effects. I also would like to have this new psychiatrist understand me more. I'm going to provide him with my history and what happened to me. My diagnosis is Schizoaffective Bipolar type with OCD. I've been in numerous hospitalizations and everything. It's just that I don't want permanent side effects. I'm with a group called the ACT Team. I've also told them about the pill rolling. If it wasn't for me calling in and complaining about the Akathisa it wouldn't have went well. It was a very scary experience. I just feel that if a certain medication is going to cause something then I want off of it. I don't care how good it is or if it's the best medication. If it's causing something I would like to be off of it completely and get on something else.