Wow just wow.
Has me thinking...
Over here, food is expensive in the lower income areas like where I live, as opposed to in surburbia where my sisters live... We always "joke" / rant about how the government is trying to starve off all the low income people to make lives better for the fortunate.
Makes me wonder if your peoples governments aren't trying to get rid of mentally ill people.
LF, I'm so sorry its been such a hurdle filled journey. I understand wanting to quit your meds yourself. My last (free government supplied) pdoc dismissed my concerns, and I ended up going cold turkey due to horrid lithium side (front top and back) effects.