My GP's nurse called me back today. We did some nice phone tag, she said she would see what she could do. She asked me how I was doing. I'm not doing well. And instead of telling her that I'm NOT doing well, and that I've been crying pretty much every night because of horrible paranoia/anxiety attacks, I told her I was okay, just that I couldn't wait like six months to see someone...

Why would I lie?! I should have told her how horrible I've been feeling! I can't help it. It's just so embarrassing! I don't know why.

Anyway, so hopefully she was able to find me someone. I got her last message to call her back while I was on break at work, so I'll have to wait until monday.

This whole situation has been making me feel physically ill.

I hope she doesn't tell me that she couldn't get me in to see someone because no one is accepting new patients and that she can't help me.

Every place I've called has told me they're not accepting new patients and can't help me. I even called this place an hour away out of desperation.

If my GP's nurse can't refer me to someone, my GP is just going to have to deal with me and my issues because I'll have no one else to do my refills.