Welcome to Psych Central, lifeisastruggle. I am so sorry you are suffering from family struggles. I hate to say it, but from what you write of your sisters and your actions, they do not express compassion or love in the same way some strangers here at Psych Central do when I have a problem. I see no reason to try and reconcile with someone that indicates no interest. It is sad, but there are many compassionate people here.

People here at PC may also have a therapist to talk things out and a psychiatrist or psych doc to diagnose and prescribe meds to help balance things out.

Besides being an active participant in helping oneself at Psych Cental, many people also help support each other by replying to other people's posts. Many people who are actively involved in Psych Central find it helps take them out of their own problems to develop empathy for others. And their problems are more manageable the more they help others.

Glad you are joining us here. Some people find the forums give them the compassion and empathy they seek. http://forums.psychcentral.com

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