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Old May 29, 2015, 10:42 PM
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I'm having a really bad paranoia/anxiety attack right now that I'm trying to ignore, but it's hard because it feels like there's something cold on my back, just resting on it. It feels heavy. It won't go away.

What if demons do exist?

What if I'm becoming possessed?

I looked at myself in the mirror before and I didn't recognize the person staring back at me through my own eyes. It was something evil.

I don't know why I'm being assaulted by all of this negative energy. I try not to be negative in my everyday life. I try to exert positive energy. I guess I need to do more. I need to make more positive energy.

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That was me last night. I'm doing okay tonight though, for now.

But do you believe that demons exist?

Or could some negative energy just ball and condense itself into a massive entity of some sort?
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