Sister I just wante to let you know that you are not alone in getting anxious when T is on vacation. I get like that too but I don't have the nerve to call him even though he has told me it is OK to call. I have only called him twice in the last three years beteween sessions. Sometimes I want to so badly when I am having a painc attack or feeling depressed. I just want to reach out but I'm scared to do it. I wish you lots of luck and a calm week while your T is gone on vacation.