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Originally Posted by cashart10
. I can't take it. I kind of hate my life. I kind of can't take the ups and downs anymore. It's too hard. I kind of hate how sick I get and how it seems I never get better. I kind of hate how big of a burden I am on my family. I just want to be better. I don't want to live like this anymore. :
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This is so much how I feel. Next weekend my cousin is getting married. I'm supposed to go to the ceremony and then watch my nieces in a hotel while my sister and BIL go to the reception.
I'm now realizing I may not be able to do that. I may be locked up, I may not be well enough to go to the wedding.
I just feel like I'm no good to anyone.
I am just so tired. Of everything.
So you have my great empathy.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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