Backstory. I've been depressed for months and up until recently wasn't great with my med compliance.
So I've woken up yesterday and today to a really odd, almost floaty feeling. I'm not sad, my mood has picked up and I'm taking my meds as I should be doing. I'm sat here on my computer just feeling a bit out of it. I've got music rocking out and I've finally got the enthusiasm to talk to people and just life in general. I've taken a walk, which is a big thing.
I just don't quite feel all there though and it so odd. The best way I can describe it is almost feeling a bit stoned. I'm here, I'm functioning more than I have done for the last two months but I'm not quite 'with' it.
Anyone else felt like this?
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Bipolar type II, GAD
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