I'm so sorry you are feeling so poorly.
Ok now, did you tell the PDoc your level of education so he could consider your self-diagnosis?
I'm sorry you were so upset and acted out in frustration. What if you do suffer with some OCD and the medicine helps you? Wouldn't that be a good thing?
Did the PDoc tell you all the reasons why she says you are OCD?
What did she say that you say she called you a liar? I think these things are good to air out, personally.
(((moonkin)))