Thank you everyone for the replies. I appreciate the perspectives.

I value the confidentiality of therapy so much. I need that space for myself. I am functioning decently in life. I do have a couple of ongoing issues, but I'm living with them. I will never have the trust that I did with the old therapist, but I'm finding I don't really need that. I do need somewhere that is just my space. That is one reason I would NOT want my husband or anyone else in therapy with me. It's my space. It's fine if others want family or whoever with them in therapy. If that is what helps or what they need it's good. But for me I just need somewhere for me. And she seems safe. I just am not sure about long term goals or what the ending will be like. It's a little scary thinking about it, but I've already been through a bad ending and a good ending so I could do it. I just am not sure what I'm doing. Sounds stupid I know.

Thanks again.