I had an "out of body" experience when I was a teenager. It was like I was floating above myself looking down. I felt as if my head was floating and it didn't stop for a while. Then sometimes when I get the "ultimate peace," which is the only way I can describe it, while very manic, I feel the same. Not sure if that helps but that's all I can think of.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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