So, It has been a crazy time since february. Time with out meds, mania, time back on meds, now depression.

It is such a pain to pull out of an "episode".

Fun time, bad time, sad time.

I just want to be stable again. I feel like the months since february were a dream. My mind has been altered and it feels like it wasn't "me".

Trying to act normal and socialize again and move on with things. I feel like this is almost a different life than before the manic episode.

Does anyone else feel this way? Like they are a different person when they pull out of an episode?