Im glad your husband has your medication, Right now you need a safety plan. Keep a possible IP trip as an option.. Legally you have to be seen by a Pdoc within 2 weeks of being discharged. Social services will find you a Pdoc and appt before your discharged.

I know many people who went IP just so they would be seen quickly by a pdoc.Its not ideal but you have to work with what you have.

Stay safe even if that means you need a IP stay. You deserve treatment and help