I am sorry you feel DID has ruined your life.... it is what saved mine.

I refuse to accept it is an MI..... and I refuse to accept that I cannot cope or survive.... it just sucks at times....

and yes, my mother use to accuse me of being possessed, and called a preacher from the church to try and cast them out... didn't work out too well....

My life is much better that I live 2000 miles from home and control the situation when I visit. There is a reason I have DID.... like I said, evil is evil.... I refuse to let it ruin my life.... Always Changing, I hope some day you will find peace and comfort..... Life is hard and a DX like DID sucks.....

My question to my therapist is always... when does a "creative coping skill of a child" turn into a MI... I refuse to admit that something that saved me and helped me cope and live is an MI. Do I want to be whole and one yes, am I haunted by my past YES.... but the ones who caused me to be creative enough to acquire the skill to dissociate are Evil...... not me.... Wow! I can't believe I just said that..... hmmmm maybe therapy is working this time...