I hope you get good rest and feel more level tomorrow. I'm doing a really good job of behaving mixed and dysphoric. I laugh and cry randomly. I think I've moved past the part where I felt like I wasn't really feeling what the therapist thought I was. I can still cover though. But I'm seriously fighting so hard to read this book. I can only read things written a certain way and this is but because I know the ending is sad I'm crying during the happy parts. No logic.

Again, like the song.