Okay, so I'm hoping that some people can chime in and give me advice.

I met a girl some months ago and something about me immediately attracted me to her. I can honestly say that the way I feel about her I can't even begin to describe. I look back and joke about love at first sight, but I can tell you that meeting her that day I knew I would be in love with her(if that makes any sense). Anyways, fast forward months to the point where we are now. I'm so into her, and I mean I love everything about her, but she's very insecure. Now I know this stems from previous relationships with her being put down(no idea why). She's is so beautiful, and though I tell this to her all the time I feel that she just brushes it off. She's insecure about her body and when she brings up stuff about it I reassure her, that she has a beautiful body which she honestly does. Then it puts her in a bad mood.

Now this is the part that is starting to hurt me more and more. When she's in a bad mood or upset she seems pretty cold towards me.

In one instance she asked what type of girls I liked, and I honestly have no direct answer for this. If I'm attracted to somebody, I'm attracted. I don't have a type. So the only way I could think to answer this was give her the links to some cam girls I used to watch when I was single. This was a HUGE mistake and it was thrown in my face the following few days. After that she went on to compare herself to those girls. I tried to joke and tell her that if she was on that site she would of been the only girl I would of watched.

In all honesty, those girls couldn't even compare to her in my eyes. I'm the type of guy who when in a relationship commits 110%. I don't pay attention to other girls or even notice other girls. My best friend and even other people around me see how much I love my girl. My problem is that the only person that I want to see how much I'm in love, doesn't see it.

I'm just feeling lost to the point I feel stupid right now because I'm so in love and at times I feel like it's only one sided. I just want to help her get over her insecurities and show her that I'm here to stay and not going anywhere.

Thanks for any help/advice in advance.