You say that you've come to terms with being gay but it does not sound like it at all. Perhaps you should re-think it.

Do you have hobbies? Have you sought out gay friends with similar interests? I used to play a lot of tennis and became very active - while I could still play - in an LGBT tennis group. It was a lot of fun while it lasted. Even though I can no longer play due to chronic injuries, I still hear from them sometimes to come back and run events and programs.