Okay, been struggling with something lately and want to get others perspectives or advice or suggestions on their experience with this.

I have this really easy job. I drive a lot. And take pictures of homes. The requirements vary per job order. Been doing this since September. However, I will say the constant mistakes have come down a lot since but it seems they happen in spurts. I have anxiety if I am approached or feel that someone at the home may come out and start asking questions. ( this has happened a few times and I seem to match their attitude with my response, so if they are rude I am rude back) so back to my struggle, I seem to forget stuff, especially one of the pictures. Even though I have read the job requirements and know what the job requires. I have tried writing stuff down, tried making a checklist, tried keeping a list on my phone, ( that is what I use to take the pictures) it's frustrating for me to have to go back to a home more than once and cost me more money in gas and time. So I had thought of just quitting. But then I realized what else can I do. I have never lasted more than 3 years at a job and less than a week for others. Time loss, forgetfulness, and not being present seem to be what gets in the way of me staying or doing anything.

Do you feel that accepting mental illness or disorders are part of what's in the way?? I keep thinking if only I could.... But it's really not that simple is it?? I don't know.

I think that is my barrier I can't accept that DID is a barrier or obstacle that needs to be worked on all the time.

What do you think??

Thanks