Welcome to Psych Central. I am sorry you are in pain and have suffered abuse. I personally was not responsible for that as probably all the people on Psych Central were not, but it still saddens me to see another human being suffer.

We are all here because we too have suffered abuse and do not know why. It is sad that the world is not a better place than it is, but we have our lives and can make the best of it.

Could you see a psychiatrist that could diagnose your condition and prescribe meds that could help stabilize your moods?

We are all potentially people that can empathize with you. Please recognize that in your future posts and do not mix us up with your abusers. Again, my deepest sympathy on the abuse you have endured.