i didnt know where to post this question...self injury or here...but since i feel it might not be as seen by younger individuals ..or others who might become embarressed or insulted i decided to post here...i am sorry if i made a mistake...so be careful....
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I self injure alot...absurd amounts...on my stomach...well when i was not in a relationship....it worked
but now it doesnt....i cant hide my cuts from the one im intimate with ...so what am i to do? I want to be intimate with my bf but now i have to go to extreme lengths to hide the elephant in the room....one time ill go nake but it will be in the dark so dark you cant see a hand in your face...to a just wearing a tee shirt...and it makes my boyfriend want to cringe...he hates my SI with a passion..i guess thats a good thing...but i have to do everything in my power for him not to see it...even though he knows its there...i dont know exactly what question im asking...i guess im just posting the problems...if you have any suggestions...id appreciate it...and by the way...i cant cover them up with make up...or band aids....like i said i dont know what im looking for here...but if someone could just say something...or hug me....or have an idea...i dont know..im lost