((((((inacorner))))))

Unfortunately your only solution to this problem is to continue to work on getting your SI under control. Looking for a way to continue but hide it is like picking a scab off a wound - it will always be a problem.

The only way to get rid of the problem is not to do it. I know it is very hard to do and I'm not making light of it, but that really is the only answer to your question. Also, if someone gave you suggestions on how to hide it, that would be irresponsible because it woud condone that you hurt yourself and no one here wants to see you hurt yourself.