I was abused by my step brother. He is in a church that is all about forgiveness . but he has never asked me for forgiveness. I still see him from time to time but never a word about what took place and how he ruined my life, I never told anybody except when i thought I was pregnant, said i had a boyfriend in the service. Anyway this Dugger thing is bringing all kinds of memorys up and I can't handle them. I have therapist and psych dr, only my therapist knows but i have told her we can't talk about it but this seems a good tine to start. i will call her tomorrow.