Hello (((Jetski))) I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so. I've recently learned that medication can only do so much for us. The rest needs to come from inside us, the will to make our lives better, to feel better and to get the most out of life. For too long I relied solely on medication considering them the cure all. This is not the case. My illness is treatment resistant as well, and I'm not going to give up following my dreams. I've resorted to taking the medication cocktail that worked best for me and the rest I'm working on myself. Pushing myself to do those things that once brought me joy.