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Old May 31, 2015, 11:29 PM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
I don't have one. I can never find one that I like or trust, and some of them have been just awful.

I only had one that I liked, and she really helped me work through some problems I had, and helped me get over a traumatic experience that happened to me when I was eighteen.

This last one I didn't trust at all. She was way too tell my pnp, call my husband, tell everyone everything that we were talking about happy. And I saw her shortly after I got out of the hospital last (for a mania psychotic episode), and I was very angry about the whole experience, and she kept on insisting I was still manic, despite how I wasn't. For her it was always bipolar this and bipolar that. I felt like a label. And she told me that I resent my daughter (because I never planned on becoming a mother), and I DON'T resent her!

So I stopped seeing her.

How important do you believe it is to have a therapist?

I just have such bad luck. I saw one during my last severely depressed episode, where I was having all of these self harm thoughts, and she actually made me demonstrate to her what I wanted to do to my arm (like slice it with a knife). That didn't make me feel good. Only one appointment with her. Last appointment. I mean, wtf.
You can sit in therapy for many sessions in a row and walk out thinking its a waste...but one day lightning strikes and the last piece of the puzzle is put into place that causes you to rethink your behavior. My therapist gave me the instructions on how to unbuckle the 100lb backpack of guilt and regret I'd been carrying for 45yrs in a couple of sentences.

You don't have to like your therapist. I got my best and fastest results from therapists I -didn't- like...because we got right to the problem instead of losing focus shooting the breeze and posturing.

Psychs and therapists are representative of the general population. There are lazy ones, unmotivated ones, mean ones, indifferent ones...and some that just grate you the wrong way. Keep Trying!
Thanks for this!
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