Always Changing, I truly understand..... When I first saw this thread, it kind of triggered me, but I was intrigued to see what the conversation was, so I ventured to open and read it.

I hope that you are able to find peace.. even if they are brief moments, savor them... try not to focus on the other thoughts and "craziness" that is.... we are not possessed and we are not evil.... we have had evil done to us... but we are survivors and someday we will look back and be grateful that we had the coping skills to survive, so later in life we could thrive and live, hoping for peace to come your way soon

To the OP, No I don't think that Demons exist. I think there is Evil, no doubt about it. My spouse (of 20 years) at times feels that he see's shadows and demons, he has been dx'd with BPD and Paranoia, (we make quite the pair).... Have you talked with your therapist about these fears?