I've always been symbolic of the most interesting person in the world by the radical directions that I go where I have followers.

Now I feel invisible, common, sediment.

My crazii was my identity. Crazii makes sense, stability don't.

What should I do? !!

I'm so ready to let go of control and roll. I can so fake normal because nobody cares. I've gotten away with it for 35 years. So tempting