I'm honestly not sure how it is. Where exactly we stand with one another. I'm being really honest. She's being honest. I have no clue where we are but nothing has to happen. Our chats are lovely and enjoyable. We'll chat for hours and I just end up falling in love more and more. She already knows I really like her so it makes things easier and fluid. It feels like a dangerous line because if something were to happen my heart would probably break. We're just friends but I'll admit I'm in love with her and I won't push for more if she doesn't want it. This must be what love is like. It's not sexual at all even though she is beautiful. There are sexual feelings sure but I just feel emotionally connected.

I want her to be happy.

I just wonder if something were to happen how hard will I fall.