I know, Wants! It bothers me that i am thinking about this lately! And very perceptive of you to notice this!
One thing that seems to be contributing to this is that on my own, I have been breaking my 40 mg. Paxil in half for over a month now, since I realized that on this amt. for three years, (on one form or another for 15 years, getting it "upped" periodically) I've become apathetic about most things...kind of numb. Though I wouldn't say I'm depressed on this lesser amt of antidepressant, I am seeing things with more clarity and feeling the need to talk about it! I even had a long involved dream about it this morning, and couldn't wake up till things were resolved, sort of! Woke up exhausted.
I guess I'm working thru things i've ignored for most of my life.
Thanks,
Patty